Saturday, March 27, 2010

New layout!

As you can see I have changed my layout. Thanks to the blogger template manager thingy. I'm not sure if I'll stick with this one, but I managed to make the blogs column wider so I can actually post pictures without having to worry about them being too wide and so on and so on.
annnnnnyway I also think that the new layout made the page lots slower. So tell me if it becomes too annoying. And I should stop saying anyway.
Well the spring break is almost over. Thankfully my sister and her... fiance are coming to visit sometime next week. And the snow is melting. So there is still a tiny possibility that it'll melt before the end of august. I mean it'd be nice.
uhm. ttyl?

P.S *gasp* No youtube video today?? Yeeeah. Take this picture instead.


"It's never too late to become the
person you might have been."
~George Elliot

Thursday, March 25, 2010

~♥~ *sigh* ~♥~

God I hate&love this song so much right now...

And I'd love&hate it even more if livejournal would finally stop dragging it's lazy ass because I can't read fanfiction when the frikkin pages don't load. Gah.


"Yesterday is not ours to recover, but
tomorrow is ours to win or to lose."
~Lyndon B. Johnson

Friday, March 19, 2010


Ahh the end of semester.

So I thought I'd show off my uber awesome drawing skills.

I'm awesome, no?

*innocent whistle*

ohfine. Let's be honest here. Me drawing doesn't go much further than this:
So the picture up there is made by my sister. Name on the lower right hand corner was a dead give-away as well. But then again who knows, maybe I just like to draw stuff and call myself Kaida.
psh yeahright. Anyway. I was just looking for inspiration for my stories and thought that while I'm at it I might as well take pictures of the nice drawing so that when I actually make a story concerning that particular picture, I can show people where it came from.
annywayy I thought I'd also show you two amazing pictures my sisters made me like 2-3 years ago with me as their model O:)

The picture is a bit crumpled because it was on my wall for a while. And the photo I took of the drawng isn't the best either.
and when I say a bit crumpled I apparently mean really crumpled, but you can still see my uber awesomness

Too bad I can't convince them to do this more often. The drawing I mean. They really are awesome at it.

I'm also nearly (Read: Not even close) finished with filing away my books. I mean I have bigger part of the room done *ignores the fact that I still have 3 more rooms with books in them* and written down in the excel file. andandand I'm hoping to be finished with my room and moving on to the bedroom by the end of the weekend.
Hoping being the operative word here.
But I'm being all confident and stuffs.

And during all the writing and sneezing and grumbleing ( is that even a word?) I also tidied my bookshelves. I never even thought /I/ could be so OCD.

Sometimes I scare myself. This is one of those moments.
Other bookshelves look like this too. Of course the rest of the room looks like it's been hit by a tornado but at least the shelves look nice and tidy... Every little bit counts, right?
And now I do believe I have rambled on for long enought.
And I'm running out of stuff to say so yeah.
Happy first day of spring break to everyone!

P.S I sprained my ankle. It's driving me nuts.
P.S.S there was this story I was supposed to write up online and stuff but I haven't gotten to it yet. Please remind me some time later this week, mkay?
I might just tyoe it up in estonian. I don't think I'm bored enough to translate it.

"People rarely succeed unless they
fun in what they are doing."
~ Dale Carnegie

Monday, March 15, 2010

Moskva, Moskva, Kremli müürid punased, esmaspäevad sinised, ahaha...

Don't you just hate it when a song gets stuck in your head?
And I have no idea why I'm humming Meie Mees right now.
Probably for the same reason I have been singing Miss Kiss Kiss Bang, This is our night and The birthday song my crocodile Gena all day.
Of course Bambi forcing me to listen to it on her MP3 didn't help matters any, either.
And I'm also veryveryvery pissed at MegaVideo right now. I mean real tense moment. it's like the matter of life and death and whaddayaknow?
My 72 minutes are up.
these are the most frustrating words I have ever heard. Okay, maybe not the most frustrating.
But still. Pretty high up there.
And well, as always nothing else is really going on in my terribly boring life so yeah.
Enjoy the music. (or not)

Oh and 4 days till spring break!!


"Alone we can do so little;
together we can do so much."
~Helen Keller

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Happy Almost-Friday-But-Not-Quite!!

I have almost clawed myself through this week. Just one more to go and freedom.... for a little while.
And I actually have managed to get my grades straight. And...
No that's about it.
Assuming that the handcrafts teacher won't kill me tomorrow for not starting the thing I was supposed to do. Again. For the... 3rd week in a row? Isn't it funny how you always seem to remember the stuff you need to do when it's already too late. Maybe it's just me.
And I know my legs are going to kill me but at least I did earn that A in PE.
Those lessons should seriously be moved to fridays. I have no idea how I'm going to make it to school tomorrow. I don't think I'll even manage to drag myself up the stairs right now. Tomorrow... Oh dear.
Well I guess this is it. I better start learning how to walk on hands. I have a feeling it might just come to that
And Kairi? Yeah that song is still stuck in my head. It doesn't help much that Bambi has been singing it all day, either. But still. Where do you find these songs?? And here I was, thinking that my choice in music was somewhat odd.
Apparently I was mistaken.

Oomph. A bang of colour in the middle of all that darkness of my blog. Bet you didn't see that one coming, now did you?


"If you want to be happy, set a goal that
commands your thoughts, liberates your
energy, and inspires your hopes."
- Andrew Carnegie

Wednesday, March 10, 2010


Mkay so running from your problems - Never a good idea. It always comes back to bite you in the ass.
But whatever.
I guess I'll just have to face my problems tomorrow.
That's what I get for giving up. Serves me right, really.
Can't wait for the flipping spring break. A little rest sounds real good right now.
On a brighter note, Kaja got a dog today. She's cute. Seriously cute. Hope to see her soon enough.

Her name is Katja. Cutie :)

On their way back to Finland. (She's originally from Estonia)

And now...

And just for the record. Kairi this is all your fault. Thanks to you it's stuck in my head now.


Animals are such agreeable friends - they ask no questions, they pass no criticisms.
~George Eliot, Scences of a Clerical Life (1858)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

No giving up.

So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
So why do you choose today to give it all away?
~ No Giving Up - Crossfade

I so completely hate myself right now.
I hate myself because... Well because I'm just such a FAIL!
Here I am again... willing to give up just like that. Rather than actually trying I'm willing to dump everything and just run. I so wish it was summer. This house... being cooped up in this tiny room. Constantly not understanding if it's too hot or if it's too cold.
And god help me if I really am going to skip classes tomorrow.
The worst part? The worst part is that I have absolutely NOTHING to complain about.
I mean
How many people out there wish they had my life? And I...I just don't seem to understand that.
You have no idea how much I'd like to break something right now.
Wish I could go outside for a walk... clear my mind of stuff... But hey, it's fucking freezing and we are drowning in snow that has slowly turned into pools of mud and whatnot.
Wish I could just pause everything and cool off for a while
But life keeps going on. No matter what I want. Whirling by so that you don't even notice it and yet it's also wearing on with slowness you wouldn't believe.
Sorry for not keeping in touch everyone... I just really don't feel like talking anymore.
This is last winter all fucking over again.