I am happy.
I AM happy.
I AM Happy.
I AM HAPPY!
I AM HAPPY!!!
I'M FUCKING HAPPY, KAY?
Rainbows and butterflies.
Rainbows and butterflies
rainbows and effin butterflies
Who cares that the only things keeping me sane are neopets and Stargate marathons with Kairi?
Who cares that the only thing I've heard from my friends from school is Birgit asking me if I'm going out with Aili to see her one last time before she goes to Canada?
Who cares that the beforementioned Aili did not bother telling me that she's going in the first place?
WHO CARES THAT SHE NEVER TOLD ME WHEN SHE WAS GOING?
Who cares that the only person who has kept in touch is Bambi?
I. Don't. Care.
Three days to go.
Three days. Three effffing days.
And you know what?
I'm not lonely.
And SecretZen isn't my home.
And I didn't spend my Jaanipäeva night watching Harry Potter movies and eating exessive amounts of candy. Alone. Till 3am
AND I AM HAPPY.
Oh and I'm obsessed with Mikas new songs.
specially By the time, Toy boy and Good gone girl.
And maybe in three days, I'll actually believe that.
Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.