Friday, June 25, 2010

I'm happy.

I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I am happy.
I AM happy.
I AM Happy.
I AM HAPPY!
I AM HAPPY!!!
I'M FUCKING HAPPY, KAY?

Rainbows and butterflies.
Rainbows and butterflies
rainbows and effin butterflies

no loneliness
no lonelyness
not
lonely
at
fucking
all.

Who cares that the only things keeping me sane are neopets and Stargate marathons with Kairi?
Who cares that the only thing I've heard from my friends from school is Birgit asking me if I'm going out with Aili to see her one last time before she goes to Canada?
Who cares that the beforementioned Aili did not bother telling me that she's going in the first place?
WHO CARES THAT SHE NEVER TOLD ME WHEN SHE WAS GOING?

Who cares that the only person who has kept in touch is Bambi?

I. Don't. Care.

Three days to go.
Three days. Three effffing days.
And you know what?
I'm not lonely.
And SecretZen isn't my home.
And I didn't spend my Jaanipäeva night watching Harry Potter movies and eating exessive amounts of candy. Alone. Till 3am
AND I AM HAPPY.

Oh and I'm obsessed with Mikas new songs.
specially By the time, Toy boy and Good gone girl.

I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy

And maybe in three days, I'll actually believe that.

--Kelly



Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.
~Mother Teresa

5 comments:

  1. If my head wasn't so horribly achy and tired at the moment, I'd invite you to another SG1 marathon right now. As it is, though, we'll have to wait. Till tomorrow, possibly.

    And the three (two by now?) days will go quickly, don't worry ;)

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  2. ahh... the wonders of parties, eh?
    I think tomorrow is fine. I'll be home alone again so I'm not harassing anyone by taking away their precious football watching time in front of the TV.
    I mean it's not like we have two TVs or anything.

    and yay 2 days to go

    ooh and as for tomorrow then not too early, I do have to clean and stuff u_u

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  3. Party.. *bliss bubble*
    Haha, I like being reminded about it :D The headache's finally gone, too, so it's all good.

    Don't worry, not too early. I still have stuff to do, too. And my connection is in a very unhelpful mood right now. Hopefully it'll improve its ways u_u

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  4. :P well tell me over the MSN when you are ready. Hopefully I'll be near enough to the computer to hear it u_u

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  5. Ehh, I left some episodes loading, but dad wants me outside for now. So yeah, I'll yell when I'm ready :D

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